Nammo miss you

I wanna quickly scribble down how I feel now - OVERWHELMED.

It’s easy - before my eyes, runs this amazing clip of the most beautiful moments of my life!
The first time I met you, the times I was mad at you, the times I felt I was here just for you…..

Oh you make me so proud! It’s so difficult for me to let you know the little things that are so AMZING about you.
I know i sound like a teenager, talking about her first kiss- what the hell, I feel am basking in your love...
You know what I mean :-)

Meri zindgi ki ruh ho tum
Meri chahat ki junoon ho tum

Pyar karna to tumse seekha hai maine
Zindgi ki ehmiyat to tumse seekhi hai maine ....

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

It was all really hazy... oh! I just found a more apt description..
Have you seen the "FUZZYlogic" commercial? - Now you know what I mean.

It felt like my eyelids were glued, I had to tear them open.
"Are you okay", "Do you hear me" asked Helen
"I need to pee" I replied - Honestly, this is the only thing i remember as the anesthesia was wearing off.

A couple of minutes later, Helen said "Your family is anxious to see you"

"Nammo , Nammo...."
Looking at Sumeet stand next to me felt like the best thing in the world.

And since then...................

Every meal, "they" have been around to make sure I ate well. They make me laugh. Ensure I am not reminded of the pain and the anxiety of recovery.
They are around me all the time, facebook me, call me, mail me.... you name it!!

I am so glad to have such a wonderful set of friends by my side, who make sure I never forget to smile, never fear the task ahead of me, never lose heart....
Having them around me is like playing the complete season of”FRIENDS" - back to back!!

Today at breakfast we have all promised to meet at the Thanksgiving holiday. And why on - thanksgiving?
In this land, a home away from home, they are the only family I have. Hell Yeah! we will celebrate Thanksgiving just the it has to be.

There is only one way I can think of to put all of this together, and every word of this is true

So no one told you life was going to be this way.

Your job's a joke, you're broke, you're love life's DOA.

It's like you're always stuck in second gear, Well, it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year.

But, I'll be there for you, when the rain starts to pour.

I'll be there for you, like I've been there before. I'll be there for you, cause you're there for me too.

You're still in bed at ten, the work began at eight.

You've burned your breakfast, so far, things are going great.

Your mother warned you there'd be days like these, But she didn't tell you when the world has brought you down to your knees.

No one could ever know me, no one could ever see me.

Seems like you're the only one who knows what it's like to be me.

Someone to face the day with, make it through all the rest with, Someone I'll always laugh with, even at my worst, I'm best with you.

It's like you're always stuck in second gear, Well, it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year.
But, I'll be there for you, when the rain starts to pour. I'll be there for you, like I've been there before. I'll be there for you, cause you're there for me too.

It's all about MAYA...

We live in a world of logic and reasoning. In any decision that we take, we ponder over the pros and cons, take a million opinions, read blogs, talk to people who have had similar situations.
Yet there are cases where the outcome is "Totally" different from what one would have anticipated.

Maybe many of us live in a "Fool's Paradise" - and yeah there are only a handful of things in ones entire life that he/she can truely control. We spend our lives planning "what to do next"?


List 10 things that you did today whose outcome could have been controlled by you? Maybe i would go as far as saying " I had complete control over an office memo I wrote this morning".
In the grand scheme of things this is SO menaingless. Are we chasing something all our life that just does not exist? Maybe we do. I do not know the answer to this.



I am certain it is going to be long and tiring quest but I am determined to find the unknown.